New Baby

 So far (I am only 6.5 weeks) I have had a massive hemorage, constant bleeding or spotting, and low progesterone.

But there is still a baby in there. I have seen it five times and it is barely the size of  a pea. I am so relieved.

I started taking lovenox aswell.

So this is my list.

1 baby aspirin
1 lovenox shot
2 progesterone pills
2 tums
1 prenatal vitamin
1 dha suppliment

Throw that in with some morning sickness and I pretty much battle it all day. I am so excited and so scared. This baby has already scared me to death and its not even the size of a sugar cube.

I thought I would feel more guilt over trying for another baby. That somehow I would be letting my babies down. But it has not been that bad. I miss them and they more give me strenght. Maybe because of how much I love my siblings. I just love the idea of being able to tell this baby about them. Assuming this pregnancy works out. It has been rough for sure already. They say that with my condition I will only make it to 35 weeks. Thats fine with me. So I only have 29 more to go.

Wish me luck and I will keep you updated.