Doctors appointment today.

It went really well to a point.  My doctor is hard headed. He does not understand that this is not my first go around. His solutions were well redundant. Checking my cervix every other week though nice did not help me at all last time. He stated that if there is growth restriction then he will watch the placenta but I don't have an issue with growth restriction. Something just happens at that time. So all in all though the baby was healthy and so freaking cute I didn't feel very reassured. I just really hope my meds are helping so much, and that will be enough. But enough about depressing doctors. Its time for baby!!!

I just love it so much already. Please baby. Lets get through this. I promise I will love you so much. We will play so much. I will love on you all the time. Your dad will sing you made up songs all the time, and feed you all the things he loves. We will hang out so much. I am a really nice lady. I cook really good. I just love you so freaking much!