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Saturday, October 8, 2011

30 Weeks!

we are doing it baby!!!

second stint in the hospital almost no cervix left. but every day countsnn

things bedrest has taught me..

that if you straighten your hair  it wont get so matted..I looked like a stray cat for weeks before I figured that out

that of all the things you miss shaving will be the most irritating one

that you will sweat in places you never sweat before

that nurses doctors and strangers will all have opinions  about your situation that are rude, incorrect, and wrong.

that family and Friends will fall off the face of the earth.

that people will call you out of guilt but lie about plans and disease to get out of helping and seeing you.

that without support it can be the loneliest time of your life. throw in some hormones and your a mess.

that not being able to get things ready for your baby will be so hard .

that people will think you are faking even if you are in the hospital

that hospital food will not be that bad at first but then turn into something you have nightmares about.

that you miss sex even if you had no drive prior.

that having a baby shower will be hard upsetting and disappointing.

that doctors will ask you questions then ignore your answer unless you are dieing.

that every pain will be noticeable and concerning.


you will find yourself online shopping for weird weird things.

food cravings are more intense when you can't get anything yourself.

that if at home you might pee in some weird container  because you are in pain and afraid to get up.

that baby kicks are so wonderful and remind you why you are doing it.